Heart Tracks - A Greater Purpose

  "Three times I begged the Lord to take it (His thorn in the flesh) away. Each time He said, 'My gracious favor is all you need. My power works best in your weakness.' " 2 Corinthians 12:8-9...."Broken things in life find their greater purpose in His story of redemption." Laura Story......"God takes broken pieces and makes them masterpieces." James Robison

In the reading of Pauls words in 2 Corinthians 12, did you catch the fact that not only did Paul ask the Father to remove the terribly painful "thorn" in his life, but that after each request, God said the same thing. "My grace is sufficient for you." Apparently Paul had a very difficult time accepting and believing this the first two times He spoke it. We do as well. We feel and experience the pain, the need, and it blinds us to the truth of His promise.

Laura Story, a singer and author of the book "When God Doesn't Fix It," tells the story of her 10 year walk with the Father through the brain tumor that afflicts her husband. This tumor has not only robbed him of the sight in one eye, it has also caused him many mental and emotional problems as well. Much prayer has gone up for his healing. Yet he is not healed. At least in the manner that most of us understand healing. We expect when we pray that the Lord will answer and fix everything. But as Story writes, what happens when He doesn't? What happens when the thorn remains? What happens when He either doesn't remove the problem, or remove us from the problem? What happens then? What are we left with then? If someone tells us that we are left with Him, all that is Him, and nothing else; no change, no healing, no deliverance, can we accept that? Is He really enough?

Story said that "He doesn't have to 'fix it' in order to get us where He wants us to be." Can we accept that? Are we really willing to walk a road with Him that leads us through places we don't want to go or see? Are we willing to go to the place in His Life He calls us to be even when He allows all the mountains, giants, and needs to remain? Do we have a trust that goes that deep? Do we even want to?

When we think of the blessed life, our flesh is usually it's definer. We're comfortable, safe, provided for in all ways. Troubles come, but they don't touch us because He makes them disappear before they can. This is the usual western/American church view of the blessed life. Story, in a song she entitles "Blessings," sees this life not through eyes of flesh, but of His Spirit. She asks in song, "What if Your blessings come through raindrops, What if Your healing comes through tears, What if a 1000 sleepless nights are what it takes to know You're near?.......What if my greatest disappointment or the achings of this life is the revealing of a greater thirst this world can't satisfy." 

We are so rooted into this world and its ways that we can be staggered at the thought, the truth, that His ways with us have their end in eternity and not the here and now. Paul had a great desire to have that thorn, whatever it was, gone. He had an immeasurably greater desire to know Him in intimacy. If that meant that the thorn would be the Father's path to that intimacy, He would go there. Willingly, joyfully, completely. That path will meet all who seek to be His entirely. It is human to cry out to Him for the removal of life's painful thorns, but it is the truly God centered life that goes on with Him even if it's not. Trusting, believing, knowing, that there is a greater glory to be had when we do. Who do we really want? God the Fixer, or the God of Glory?

Blessings,
Pastor O