Heart Tracks
Friday, September 4, 2026
Rescuers
There is a beautiful painting that I've seen often on social media. It depicts Jesus reaching down beneath the waters to rescue someone who is drowning. I know the reality of that painting because it is exactly what He did for me all those decades ago. Many who read this know that experience as well.
I am so thankful for the ministry of my Lord Jesus as the Rescuer of my soul, but through the years, I've learned that He often chooses to rescue us through the ministry and actions of others. There are a number of places where this has been true for me, but one in particular really stands out in my memory and experience.
I was in the first couple of months of the collapse of my marriage. I had been offered the use of a small cottage on our denomination's campground. When I arrived to take up residence there, there was a group of fellow pastors gathered to do some maintenance work on the grounds. They talked with me a bit, told they'd be praying for me, yet I couldn't escape the feeling that they didn't really know what to say or do. They got back to work and I started to walk away towards the cottage. In that moment, I felt completely alone. I felt like I was drowning. Drowning in pain, in fear, in the midst of the impossible. As I walked, I sensed that someone was behind me. I turned and saw the face of a brother pastor I knew, but didn't know well. He simply reached out, put his hand on my shoulder, and began to pray for me. For me, in that place, I felt Him reaching down through this brother's touch, and pulling me up from the "waters" that I was drowning in. I wept as he prayed, but as he did so, I felt surging through me what I can only describe as waves of fresh hope. The Lord saw me right where I was, and on that lonely campground, He used this good brother to reach down and pull me out of the murky waters of despair.
To be a rescuer employed by King Jesus is not a ministry many seek. I make no judgement against those other brothers who were present, but only one of them felt the urging of His Holy Spirit to come after me and minister to me His Life. Ever since then, I have sought to be a rescuer in the service of my Lord. To be attuned to the hearts and needs of those He brings before me. To be the vessel through which He reaches down to save a drowning soul. There have been times I missed His promptings, to my great regret, but I strive to be faithful to them. I'll be accountable for the ones I passed by. So will you.
Rescuers, for the most part, are anonymous people, mostly overlooked by the majority. Yet their ministry is of infinite value in the Kingdom. The numbers of those crying out for rescue are legion. The number of those willing to be His agents of rescue are few. Peter failed his Lord in a spectacular manner. and was in despair as a result. Yet the risen Christ reached into His despair and restored him. Then, he sent Peter to his brethren to do the same for them. To be a Rescuer. Peter could be nothing less. Can we, who have also been rescued by Him, be anything less as well?
Blessings,
Pastor O
Wednesday, September 2, 2026
The Uttermost
Therefore, He is able to save to the uttermost those who come to God through Him. Hebrews 7:25
"Saved to the uttermost." Have you ever contemplated what that means? As used in the Bible, its meaning is; "The extreme, farthest point, or the completel totality of something." I see a Savior who has no limits, especially as concerns the salvation He so freely offers those who will trust and follow Him. Yet, how often do we find ways to limit this salvation? What are we missing when we do? How far below the level of life He offers are we living?
Joni Eareckson Tada, confined to a wheelchair for more than 6 decades now, said that she wants to proclaim a Gospel that, "Saves every day. That sustains and shapes us every day." She's talking about a Gospel that is alive...every day. A Gospel that pours out saving grace upon us in the midst of all of life's challenges and needs....every day. A Gospel that not only sustains us through this day, but does so every day, and sustains in victory. A Gospel that shapes us as we live in His loving hands and He works within us His mind, His heart, His life...every day. A Gospel that, no matter how far He has taken us on this day, He will take us even further in the next day. And He will do so....every day.
In 2nd Timothy, Paul wrote about how he was living chained within his Roman prison cell, but He triumphantly proclaimed, "but the Word of God is not chained." Unless it is chained by us. Where in our lives might we be doing so? What particular prison cells are we living in where not only we are bound, but we believe His Word and His promises are bound as well? Where are we not allowing His Word to be experienced "to the uttermost?"
If you're reading this, I expect you have some level of belief in His Word. Is it the kind of belief that makes His Word real to you in your everyday life? When you're confronted with challenges, deep needs, fears, dangers, and more, who and what do you look to? Someone once said that we don't believe the God we believe in. How true is that in us? Churches are filled with people for whom the Word of God plays no real role in their lives. If His Word is not real then He is not real, at least in our day to day living.
Paul, in a prison cell, was free. Joseph, enslaved for 12 years, was free. David, in a cave, pursued by enemies who sought his life, was free. For them, and so many more, God and His Word were real and alive. This was more real to them than the cell, the slavery, or the cave. May it be so for you and me as well. His Word is not bound, and through it, He saves to the uttermost. The enemy, working through this world will challenge that truth daily, but his words are words of death. They cannot stand against Christ's words of life. Stand in His words. Live in them, and the enemy will flee from you, every time. Every day. Every moment.
Blessings,
Pastor O
Monday, August 31, 2026
Everyone
And everyone who has given up houses or brothers or sisters or father or mother or children or property, for my sake, will receive a hundred times as much in return and will inherit eternal life. Matthew 19:29
I hesitate to tell too many of my life experiences with my Lord for fear of coming across as presenting myself as some kind of hero of the faith. I am not. At all. I know how weak I truly am. But the above Scripture has had deep meaning in my life for many years now, and that meaning was brought home once more this very morning.
I made the decision to follow Jesus Christ 47 years ago this month. Wherever He led, I would go, no matter the cost....but I never imagined how much that cost would be. It began almost immediately as I left my old life behind, and in doing so, so many of my friends as well. That involved some pain, but I was young and I knew I couldn't stay in the environment I had been living in and still go on with Him. I trusted Him in this and He didn't disappoint. When I left for Bible College, I entered into a whole new world and one of the choice blessings I received were the many fantastic friendships I made there, most of which have continued to this day. He kept His word.
I entered the ministry in 1984, and it is where I really began to learn of what it meant to suffer loss for His name. Most of all in my own family.
The hardest part of ministry is watching people walk away from you for a number of reasons, but what they all had in common is that on some level, they wanted me to heed them before Him. Refusing to can make people angry and angry people can lash out and do very unloving things. I felt the deep sting of abandonment and betrayal more than a few times. People I thought would never do so, did. It's a story shared by every faithful pastor. Yet again, for everyone that left me, He would raise up from many different sources, those who would prove to truly be friends of the heart. Once more, He kept His word.
Eventually, I would pay the deepest price. My wife, who I had believed was my life partner, began to hate the lifestyle of a pastor's wife. She sought for me to make compromises that I just couldn't make. She wanted a lifestyle for us that I knew I could never live. Whatever love she once felt left her, and was replaced by a cold, bitter anger and seeming hatred. She left, and she took her daughter, who we had raised as my own, with her. I will never forget the indescribable and heart wrenching pain I felt on the day she was taken away. A young girl that I loved completely as my own. I would not see or know anything of her for more than a decade.
Yet even in this loss, He was faithful, and He has remained so. I lost my family, but what He did in response was to bring in seemingly endless numbers, people of all ages to simply love and be loved by. In 42 years of ministry, I have had the blessing of loving and being loved by so many wonderful people of God. I have formed some of the deepest friendships and relationships that will go on into eternity. What I have gained from Him has greatly outweighed what I lost. I was reminded of that this morning when a young girl, now a teenager, came up to me in church. When I pastored in Northern Viginia, I would each week pick she and her mother up for church. That little girl would sit in the backseat and banter the whole way with me. She was quite the character, but I loved her and knew she loved me. I hadn't seen her in years, but the bond was still there. She's just one of the many countless blessings I have received from Him as I keep on keeping on in the Kingdom. Through it all, through all the losses and cost, He has kept His word. He will always keep His word. Trust Him.
The cross of Christ is soaked in His blood. We cannot expect that if we truly follow Him, it will not be soaked with ours as well. In the midst of the cost, He gives His greatest gift; Himself, a truly incomparable gift.
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Blessings,
Pastor O
Monday, August 24, 2026
Himself
God, in both the Old Testament and New, is always calling us to Himself. In Isaiah, He calls His people to "come, and let us reason together." In the Gospels, Jesus, in response to two of His disciples' questions, calls them to "Come and see." Then of course is His beautiful invitation to all who are weary and broken to "Come unto Me, all you who are weary and heavy laden." It is always to Himself that He calls us, yet we miss that truth so easily.
Alicia Britt Chloe said, "We ask for angst dissolving answers; He offers Himself. We pray for peaceful paths; He offers Himself. We desire detailed directions; He offers Himself." We're missing that in our insistence on His giving us answers, or help, or deliverance from hard places, He offers us something far greater. He offers us Himself. We want rest, or peace, or strength, or joy, or answers, or deliverance. We miss that He is all of these and more. We want something He does or gives. He wants to give us Himself. How sad that we settle for so little of Him when He longs to give us so much more of Himself than we could ever imagine.
We're missing the great truth that in all those things we see as threats, or needs, or fears, and in which we want His help, that they all must bow to His Presence. We miss that none of these could hold power over us when He is with us and in us in the fullness of His life. In Himself we find everything we could ever need or want, but we're missing that. In comparison, we're asking for cheap tinsel when we could have all the riches of the Kingdom that are found in Him.
Somewhere in this day, week, month, or year, we'll be faced with need. In some places, desperate need. May it be that we don't just ask for His work, blessing, or answer. May we seek the best part, as Mary did when she sat at Jesus' feet. May we want nothing more or less than Himself. That is a desire that He will always fulfill. May it be fulfilled in us today.
Blessings,
Pastor O
Friday, August 21, 2026
Turn
Turn your eyes upon Jesus. Look full in His wonderful face, and the things of earth will grow strangely dim, in the light of His glory and grace. Helen Lemmel
I have always loved this song, and have so many times found it to be completely true. Why then do we so often fail to live out this truth? Why do we instead keep looking upon our problems, needs, afflictions, pain, regrets, and seeming impossibilities, all of which obscure and mar His face?
This fallen world is not home for the followers of Christ. Home is found in His eternal Kingdom. Yet we can become so obsessed with what is happening here, that the truth of His Kingdom fades from our consciousness, and this world, which is fading away, becomes the focus of our reality. When that happens, the face, heart, and Person of Jesus Christ is obscured, sometimes wholly so. We've all been there, and we know that it's an awful place to be, yet we allow the enemy to so distract us with the events of this passing world that we become blind to the one that will never pass away. This realm, and all the pain, problems, and needs it contains becomes more real to us than Him. It doesn't have to be so. He doesn't mean that it should. He said that in this world we'd have trouble and suffering, but He also said that we are to be filled with hope and expectation in the midst of it. He has overcome it all, and in Him, so do we.
Joni Eareckson Tada has deeply impacted so many lives with her recounting all the times she has faced the terrible pain and suffering that has accompanied her being a quadriplegic. Her pain is constant, but it is especially so in the midnight hours. She speaks of how, in those times, she has learned to gaze upon His face by speaking His Word and His promises that are found there. She softly sings hymns of praise and thanksgiving, and most of all, she prays that He would (once again) come to her with His comfort, joy, peace, and grace. As she does this, she gazes upon His face in ways that only those who have walked such a path of suffering will understand. It cannot be explained, but it can be experienced. He has promised that it shall.
There's an old hymn that goes, "It will be worth it all, when we see Jesus. One look at His dear face, all sorrows will erase." I stand on that truth. One day, when we're fully with Him, there will be no more pain, no more sorrow, but in the meantime, we walk through many hills and valleys, but He walks with us, and beloved, if we look for Him, turning our eyes towards where our hearts know Him to be, we'll see His face, and no matter how dark the night or deep the valley, we'll be able to go on.....as we turn our eyes upon Jesus.
Blessings,
Pastor O
Monday, August 17, 2026
Game Over?
I watched a wonderful short video this morning simply titled "Checkmate." In it, the speaker tells of a group of sports champions touring an art museum. They came to one particular painting titled, "Checkmate." The painting shows the devil and a man playing chess. The devil is obviously winning, having removed most of the man's pieces. Being the devil, he has a wicked grin in his anticipation of winning not just the match, but the man's very soul. The man sits with his hand on his brow, a look of desperation on his face. The tour guide says that the painting depicts Satan's victory over the hopeless man and he takes the group onward. In the group is a world champion chess player, and he tarries, studying the work. The guide soon notices the chess master missing and goes back. He finds him gazing at the painting and wonders why. He tells him that the meaning of the painting is obvious; the devil has won. The chess master replies that it would seem so, but as he studies the painting he has noticed something. Something only a master would see. It's true that the man has lost almost all his pieces to the enemy, but there remains one that almost all observers of the painting miss. There remains to the man one piece; the King, and looking at the position of the King, says the chess master, "The King has one more move."
I am no chess player, but I do understand the meaning of checkmate; "Game over." I have been in such places in my walk with the King. Places where the enemy seems to have me in checkmate. Places where it appears sure that the game is over, but appearance is not reality and it is not truth. We serve a King who always has "one more move," a King who is always in command of His position, even in the most seemingly hopeless situations. If we will hold on, if we will not "yield the board," we will witness our Lord making "one more move." The move that will put the devil to flight. The move that will defeat every one of his pieces/weapons. It's a truth that stands in the midst of every battle between the enemy and those who are His.
Maybe you're in such a place today. Maybe it seems that every weapon you have has been defeated. Maybe it seems like there is nothing else you can do and no place else you can run to. Maybe you can "see," even feel the enemy laughing at you, savoring your defeat. Take heart! Your King remains on the field. Your King always has "one more move" to make in your defense. One more move to bring victory out of what seems a sure defeat. Galatians 6:9 says that in "due season we shall reap, if we do not lose heart." Game over? Only for the devil. It was over for him at Calvary, at the empty tomb. The King has kept him in checkmate ever since, and in Him, so do we. Believe for His "one more move" regardless of how everything seems. He will make it, and you will see the victory that is already yours.
Blessings,
Pastor O
Friday, August 14, 2026
Beyond Hope?
I watched a teaching by Francis Chan this morning that really impacted me. He was speaking about the passage in Exodus 34:6, where Moses passionately desires to see God. In the translation Chan used, he said that "the Lord descended and stood beside Moses," saying, "I am the Lord, merciful and gracious."
There is so much to say about what is happening here, but what moved my heart so strongly was that of Almighty God coming down to where Moses was and standing right there with him. It was what Moses desperately wanted and needed, and God, in His gracious mercy, came to Him. No, it was not a bodily presence, but a spiritual one. Moses beheld the glory of God.
This moved my heart to think of all those who need such an encounter with Him today. All those who need the God and Savior who comes down to us in our deepest darkness, valley, and need. Christ came down to us that He might live for us, die for us, and rise for us, but He has never ceased to come down to us wherever we are, whatever our need, and whatever we've done or has been done to us. There is something so powerful about this truth, and the instances in His Word where it happened abound; when Paul stood before Nero, the Roman emperor, alone and abandoned by all, but "Christ stood with me." He comes, wherever we are, whatever the need. He comes as He is and nothing can keep Him away...if we truly desire His presence.
Joni Eareckson Tada said that, "Jesus goes where no medicine, no surgery, no counselor can go." We may be in the place considered to be "beyond hope," but it will never be beyond Him and His ministry to us. Beyond His promises to us.
God is a merciful and gracious God, and He shows it perfectly in and through His Son, Jesus Christ. Wherever you are today, however deep or seemingly hopeless your situation, He will come down to you. He will stand with you. He will go where no one and nothing else can go....and He will minister His life to you there. Call upon Him. He will come....and leave the means of His coming to Him. There is no place that is beyond our hope in Him.
Blessings,
Pastor O
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